I used to have a certain feeling all the time- that feeling of wanting to be somewhere else. Since I met Jay, I haven't had much of that feeling anymore.
Things aren't perfect, but they're pretty good, I guess. There are a couple of things that aren't, but then, there always are.
Copied from Cayla and a little late- a very important friday five:
1. What was your biggest accomplishment this year?
There have been a couple of accomplishments this year. I'm now a second-semester sophomore. Rogan wasn't good for me; Jay is amazing. I think I'm bringing my GPA up, but fall grades haven't been posted yet. I've kept up well with my old friends for the most part. I've made an amazing group of girl friends at college who are everything I have always hoped for. Overall, my biggest accomplishment has been getting to where I am now. I'm in a good place- and it wasn't just my accomplishment. I owe my happiness to many people- and I thank you all.
2. What was your biggest disappointment?
My biggest disappointment was the trouble I let myself get into in my last relationship.
3. What do you hope the new year brings?
I hope that I make good grades. I hope that my relationships grow stronger. I hope that my old friends stick with me as I plan to stick with them. I hope that Matt finds a path that will make him happy. I hope that my mom is happy.
4.Will you be making any New Year's resolutions? If yes, what will they be?
I'm horrible at New Year's resolutions. I never keep them. If I do happen to fulfill one of the resolutions, it's certainly not because it was a New Year's resolution. However, there is always my life resolution. I had the same one at size 20 that I have at size 11. Lose weight! I really really must eat better this semester. I must, I must, I must. I should give up bagels and 3 a.m. ordering. I should grocery shop so that I have healthy food on hand. I should, I should.
5. What are your plans for New Year's Eve?
I cooked dinner for Jay, Carlton, and Tom. I had a rum and coke. We watched the ball drop. Cyndi Lauper looked wicked old. Jay and I watched Sex and the City and fell asleep.
tell me something good